it feels good to have this forum here, a place that no one really knows about. i was very honest the other day, and i fear i showed too much of myself where too many people could see. but what does it matter? i keep saying this to myself - that it doesn't matter. because i am human, i am more than just a series of pretty images and pretty words.
so anyways. here are some pretty images and some pretty words.
but they're honest, so take them as you will.
i wanna be honey, not vinegar. i want you to be able to enjoy me, to swallow me down easy.
right now, there's a whole lot of vinegar. and you know what it's like, it's so goddamn sour and stings as you taste it. vinegar comes on so strong - you feel repulsed by it.
and the truth is, there's both honey and vinegar within me. i hate knowing that i'm both.
so what's my new mantra? what's my new string of phrases to make myself feel better? to make it easier to sleep at night?
never lose perspective.
it's everything.
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